Kate ([info]angelon_slaire) wrote,
@ 2009-04-03 11:28:00
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Current mood: cranky

Fuck you, part II
Hey Umass, PVTA drivers, rain, and my life:

Fuck. You.

Update on the week:

1) still have to shower, unpack my clothes from the laundry place, and do my archaeology response
2) Was woken up by Alysia's poster falling down at like, 5 AM. Then by her whining/crying in her sleep at 7 AM. Didn't go back to sleep after that because I had a dream about a massive car crash. Awesome. Walked down to class in the rain but it was only drizzling and I looked pretty nice considering the shitty clothes I threw on.

After class decided to come back up here and take a nap. Instead, the bus pulled over for like, half a second, closed the doors, and didn't let me on, before driving away. So I called my mom and she just laughed at me and told me that Michael J. Fox wrote a book about happiness being a choice. Clearly I should choose to be happy about failing all my classes despite working my ass off, walking up the huge fucking hill and then five flights of stairs DRIPPING wet, and not being able to find my umbrella. Clearly I can find the fucking joy in that.

And it's not even noon yet! I can't wait to see what the rest of the day will be like!

Hey life! FUCK YOU.

Coming up next:

3) Saturday? Gotta study.
4) Sunday. Gotta study.
5) Monday: Exam
6) Tuesday: Exam
7) Wednesday: Study
8) Thursday: Exam
9) Friday: Kill myself/pack




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[info]assimilate_me
2009-04-03 09:30 pm UTC (link)
yo. I know your mom probably sounded really patronizing, but you need to stop letting trivial things that happen in your day upset you this much. maybe your entries just read as like super angry and you're really just venting on here, but if you're really reacting this strongly to like... your brothers watching annoying tv and your roommate's poster falling down, then how are you ever going to cope with big things in your life going wrong? You need to get some perspective. I'm sorry if that sounds harsh but you just never write about happy things in your life and it makes me sad.

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[info]angelon_slaire
2009-04-04 02:48 am UTC (link)
i know, i just don't write all the little things in here that build up. just once in a while. so then it makes me look like a douche. i think i actually deal with bigger issues better. I'm not sure what that says about me. and when something happens that truly makes me happy, i'll be sure to let you know.

i usually like telling people happy things one on one, not.. one-on-online journal. i dunno. it's not harsh at all, i just have stupid cliche problems like everyone else haha

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[info]sacredeyes_x
2009-04-04 05:34 pm UTC (link)
Hi best friend!!! I know things have really sucked a lot lately for you....BUT things can only go up. You know what helps me get through my day? COFFEE...and yes dearest kate i'm on coffee now!!! Seriously its my happy drug and it wakes me up! I know your super stressed about this coming week but just think about how nice its going to be going home for easter!! At least your going home for easter...i have my stupid dance concert and get to be depressed about the easter bunny not showing up at my dorm =(. So see? HAPPY THINGS!! You get the easter bunny+HOME+FAMILY. Wtf dude your like the luckiest person EVER! Whenever you get the chance you should call me and i'll make your day all better i pinky swear promise!! AND IF YOU CALL ME WHEN CAN BOTH BITCH AND COMPLAIN ABOUT THE SHITTY WEATHER AND HOW MUCH DANCE IS TAKING OVER MY LIFE AND HOW SCHOOL SUCKS FOR YOU AND GAY BOYS AND CRYING AND ALL THAT JAZZ!!! It'll be great i can tell you that because then after that we can imagine our husbands and colorado and horse farms and the diner that we could possibly be running...so see? HAPPY THINGS!!!


Just think happy thoughts and you can fly! You only need one but believe me one happy thought and you can go to the second star on the right and straight on till morning!!

I FUCKING LOVE YOU BEST FRIEND/KITTY HOLLIDAY/LILY WHITE/KATE/KAT/KATHERINE/LOVE OF MY LIFE!!!!

Smileeeee

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